For the smaller nations, the Commonwealth Video games is an actual stepping stone. I at all times seen the 1998 Video games as being simply that for me: a primary main outside championship and one thing that might set me up properly for future occasions.
However that didn’t occur – I obtained injured and pulled out – so then you definitely go into the following one pondering: “I didn’t obtain what I got down to obtain there.” It form of hangs over you slightly bit and the Commonwealths solely come spherical as soon as each 4 years.
However, in 2002, I didn’t know what was occurring. I couldn’t get in the correct form. I simply felt a bit like a donkey all 12 months and it was actually irritating. I had no clue why it was occurring. I couldn’t hit coaching correctly. I simply couldn’t race. All season, I used to be having to hope it could come collectively, and then you definitely get deflated when it doesn’t.
My coach Mark Rowland couldn’t perceive it, both. What was it that simply wasn’t working for us? Was it a change within the weights [I was lifting in the gym]? Or what we have been attempting to deal with on the observe? We simply went again to fundamentals the next 12 months and I ended up getting bronze on the World Championships however, after 2002, 2003 felt like a final likelihood as a result of I couldn’t preserve going by issues like this.
Hayley Tullett, Kelly Holmes, Helen Clitheroe (Mark Shearman)
I don’t know if there was a strain I used to be placing on myself as a result of it was the Commonwealths, and I had missed the Video games earlier than, however I went into it not anticipated to attain something. I wasn’t in form. I didn’t even make it out of the opening spherical on the European Championships per week later.
On the Commonwealths I used to be pondering: “I’d blow up right here as a result of we’ve obtained the Kenyans, and we’ve obtained the Brits and the Australians … lots of good runners.” I actually felt I used to be attempting to attain one thing in opposition to the percentages.
The week earlier than, I went to Monaco, got here thirteenth and ran 4:07. I’m an individual who will at all times view the glass as half full, however I got here again damaged after that race. On the finish of the day, what may we do, although? I assumed: “You’ve obtained a Commonwealth Video games the next week – simply get on with it.”
I had nothing to lose. I obtained by the heats comparatively simply and also you at all times know you possibly can’t run the ultimate in the event you’re not in it. Within the ultimate, I got here by in direction of the tip but it surely nonetheless shocked me how I got here away with silver.
You knew that, if Kelly was even 80 per cent match, she was going to be on for a medal and was most likely going to be champion, whereas I needed to be 100 per cent to problem. That silver was such an enormous achievement as a result of there was so little expectation. Generally, it’s about getting all these little issues to go proper on the proper time, on the correct day, in the correct place. And I had that.
Hayley Tullett (Getty)
Possibly it was that racing mind of an athlete, that aggressive edge. Should you’re operating folks down, you possibly can sense that possibly you’re going to attain one thing. You simply preserve operating to the road. I got here previous a couple of others and constructed on it down the house straight.
It meant a lot that we obtained one thing out of a nasty season. There was a silver lining in there. Or there was slightly carrot dangling. I began to assume: “If we get a very good season going, let’s see what we are able to get out of that.” It shifted my mentality.
With hindsight, we possibly modified too many issues, particularly the health club work. I used to be higher off simply sticking with the fundamental stuff that I’d been doing earlier than, and doing that nicely, versus attempting to do new issues. On the finish of the day, 5000m periods aren’t going to give you the results you want in the event you’re aiming for 800m-1500m particular coaching. It didn’t work. We simply went again to fundamentals.
On the European Cross Nation Championships in 2002 in the beginning of December, I completed fifth. We’d realised what my strengths have been. It confirmed in how I felt actually sturdy coming into that winter, and it saved popping out to the opposite aspect of it, into the observe season the place I used to be ultimately in a position to do nicely on the World Championships and get on to the rostrum.
As instructed to Mark Woods
