PHOENIX –– On the scoresheet, Monday would possibly’ve solely gone down as one inning, 17 pitches and three inconsequential spring coaching outs for Dodgers reliever Alex Vesia.
However for the still-grieving pitcher, who simply 4 months in the past missed the World Sequence following the lack of his new child daughter, his official return to recreation motion couldn’t have been any extra significant.
“We’ve been ready for that one,” Vesia mentioned afterward, earlier than including with a gracious smile: “It was a bit of overwhelming … simply attempting to take all of it in.”
Certainly, within the Dodgers’ 3-0 win over the Seattle Mariners, Vesia’s outing was emotionally charged all through. He acquired a rousing ovation from the gang as he entered the sport at first of the fifth inning. He was greeted by a line of high-fives and handshakes as he returned to the dugout after his 1-2-3 body.
Principally, although, he rediscovered a sense he had missed throughout the hardship of his heartbreaking winter –– attending to pitch, compete and exude his sometimes energetic demeanor from again atop a big-league mound.
“I simply wish to have enjoyable on the mound,” he mentioned. “I simply need to have the ability to spazz out and be myself on the market. As a result of proper now, I really feel actually good on the market. It’s simply me and myself and baseball.”
Ever since arriving at Dodgers camp this spring, Vesia has been chasing that sense of normalcy.
He’s grateful for all of the help he and his spouse, Kayla, acquired within the wake of final yr’s tragedy, noting how on even the primary day of spring, “we stroll out the doorways, and (there was) cheers and plenty of love. It means quite a bit.”
However, the 29-year-old left-hander can also be able to fall again into acquainted, comforting routines.
And compartmentalizing all of it, he acknowledged, “has been arduous, (however) arduous in a great way, as a result of I wish to work together with the followers and all that, however I do know I’ve a job to do.”
Vesia started getting ready for this coming season again in November. He spent extra time than common bulking up within the gymnasium, a spot the place he mentioned he rediscovered “psychological readability” amid his private grief.
Up to now, that work has helped him get off to a fast begin in Dodgers camp.
Vesia was not solely one of many group’s first pitchers to start dealing with batters in exercises in current weeks, but additionally had two of the most important highlights from the membership’s stay BP motion: Putting out Shohei Ohtani not as soon as, however twice, after getting some good-natured ribbing from his celebrity teammate.
“Shohei was like, ‘Hey, I need a bit of piece of that,’” Vesia recalled with amusing. “So I used to be like, ‘OK, come on.’”
After every Ohtani strikeout, Vesia celebrated by strutting across the mound and unleashing one in all his acquainted celebratory shrieks. He did the identical factor on Monday afternoon, as the gang roared once more for his strikeout of Mariners infielder Cole Younger on a full-counter slider.
“To see him get again out right here in a baseball recreation, in an enormous league recreation, and have a clear inning and be acquired by the followers, I do know it meant quite a bit to him,” supervisor Dave Roberts mentioned. “And clearly, his teammates really feel for him and wish to help him. So immediately was a extremely good day for Alex.”
Dodger teammates, Vesia mentioned, have been amongst his greatest supporters as he has navigated this spring.
Whereas he has solely as soon as spoken publicly in regards to the loss of life of his daughter –– in a ready assertion he learn to reporters on the primary day of camp earlier this month –– he mentioned he has discovered consolation in discussions he’s had across the clubhouse.
“That’s truthfully been a blessing,” he mentioned. “I do like speaking about it with the fellows. I don’t need them to really feel like they’ll’t, as a result of to share these essential moments and whatnot – these guys are my brothers. I actually do love all of them. It’s meant quite a bit.”
Nothing has meant extra, although, than getting again to pitching.
In any case he has endured, it’s his approach to hold shifting ahead.
